walk in the park

Winter has been tough on my joints; my knees ache nearly every time I go outside. I can see a cycle building: aching and stiffness leading to less activity and less flexibility, strength.

This is not uncommon, I realize, just disheartening.

Not long ago, I was mighty strong, bendy even.

So, tonight I was at the park with Zack and two of his buddies and it was just cold enough for me to forgo reading a book on a bench. I decided I'd walk around the playground when the arch climber caught my eye...

{You know, the thing that looks like a big ol' rainbow?}

I started climbing until I was on top, looking down at the baffled boys, racing to join me.

I piled over and under it; I tried the monkey bars, swung around.

I felt like the self I left behind when I started seeing the rheumatologist. It was exhilarating.

*****

When our friends went home, Zack turned to Lexi, with the broadest, proudest grin.

You won't believe what Mom was doing tonight...

It brings me hope that I don't have to settle; I have choices.